This is sad, but sad is okay. This isn't suicidal. This isnt hateful. This isn't a war, between me and you, or between me and myself. This is remarkable. This is an ending, but also a beginning. This is a change. A change i can see now, but couldnt see then. This is a new sight, a way to look back and compare. How things used to be, and how they're supposed to be. This is my life, and this is my self control. This is my self control, the will power that ive gained. i have no idea if you will see this, but i just want to say, thank you.